I Died at the Age of Twenty-seven, When I Loved Him the MostChapter 1-2
Day 10 of my silent war with Alexander,and he walked through the door with a college girl named Chelsea.
Barely 19,she was delicate like a spring blossom,radiating a vibrancy I once knew.To him,she was the apple of his eye,while I was just a shadow.He let her smash my good luck charm,kill my dog,and even desecrate my brother's grave—all to"teach me a lesson"in his cruel game.
With each betrayal,my heart shattered further.The weight of despair pressed down on me until I finally reached my breaking point.I asked for a divorce,my voice trembling with grief.
In a flash of anger,he bit my lip,frustration evident in his eyes."How long are you going to keep this up?"he demanded,a storm of emotions swirling within him.
But I never told him…I was dying.
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"Alexander…"I rushed home from the hospital,barely managing to call his name before tears streamed down my face.
I was sick—stage four pancreatic cancer.
The doctor told me I had at most a month left to live.Just thinking about it made the tears flow uncontrollably.
Alexander and I hadn’t spoken in ten days,but now I didn’t want to fight anymore.I longed to hold him close.
At 27,my life was already slipping away.I didn’t want to waste my remaining time in a bitter cold war between us.I wanted to say goodbye properly to the man I loved.
When I arrived at our house,I couldn’t find him,but I did see Chelsea emerging from our bedroom.
She wore nothing but Alexander’s oversized white shirt,her slender legs exposed,the neckline wide open,revealing flashes of her pale skin.It was both provocative and intimate.
I froze.
I couldn’t believe that in just ten days,Chelsea had moved in.
What shocked me even more was how Alexander—who had always been so particular—allowed her into our bedroom,even letting her wear his clothes.
He used to hold me in his arms,whispering that his clothes were meant only for me.He had sworn he’d love me for a lifetime,forever unchanging and faithful.
But here I stood,still alive,and he had already welcomed someone else into our home,into our life.She wore his shirt and walked in his slippers,as if they shared an unbreakable bond while I stood outside,utterly irrelevant.
The fight between us had started because of Chelsea.
That night at the bar,I had seen her sitting on his lap,their lips dangerously close.