We haven’t even made love for the past three months because of his constant going out with Emilia. With that alone, I don’t need to clarify further why I need to break up with him.
“Make sure you’re gone when I’m finished showering or else I’ll dump your clothes and things outside like some bags of trash,” I hissed, not bothering to sound angry—‘cause I fucking am.
***
Apparently, he was still in my apartment even when I finished my bath.
“Why?” was all he muttered.
He was leaning one hand to the door frame, the other to his waist as if he was standing outside the bathroom the entire time I took a shower, listening to the soap rubbing my skin and the sound of the water washing away any trace of filth in my body.
He’s the only filth left in this place.
“Go be with Emilia. That’s what you want and have been doing all this time, isn’t it?”
Earlier when I left, I saw Emilia posted a picture of her in a car with the caption: “Thank you for always being with me when I’m drunk even in your current state of recovering from being rejected.”
I didn’t even know Jonathan had a car until the past month when she posted the same picture of her in the backseat, wearing a very sexy dress. “You had a car for...Emilia alone?” I once asked him but all he explained was that 'it was a surprise for me'.
Yeah right. As if it was me who he wanted to surprise.
“You have a car, Jon, but you never offered to bring me home. But to Emilia...” I swallowed, tears lining my eyes again, “if you can prioritize her like that, what’s the point of my existence in your life then?”
When he didn’t answer, I made my voice clearer this time. “She posted that you drive her home. While I was left—”
“YOU BROKE UP WITH ME!” His chest rose up and down as he gathered himself after yelling those words. “You severed our bond,” he whispered, “and you still expect me to be a gentleman to you?”
“You could have run after me or fought for our relationship of four years!” It was my turn to bellow at him but he only stared at me. “Besides, you were never a gentleman to me. I always found myself going home alone.”
As the Alpha of the Dusk Rose Pack, I know he’s often busy. But, why does he always have time for Emilia and not for me?