"You have an unfortunate family since childhood, and no one loves you. Do you have to speculate about our relationship?"
This sentence was like a thorn that deeply stabbed my heart.
I had suffered a lot since I was a child. My parents divorced, and I grew up with my grandfather.
At that time, when Samuel knew about my suffering, the look in his eyes was full of care and love.
He said, from now on, he would be my family.
Now, my secret had become a weapon that hurt me.
When I thought of this, I couldn't help but cry.
Samuel seemed to realize what he had said and came over to wipe away my tears in a panic.
I dodged and kept a distance from him.
"Get lost."
His eyes were slightly cold, and he emitted a resentful aura.
As the owner of a listed company, when had he ever been treated like this?
Samuel stared at my eyes and held Jocelyn in his arms for a passionate kiss.
I saw everything and felt nothing in my heart.
"There are condoms in the cabinet, remember to use them. Safety comes first."
Samuel slammed the door and left.
Jocelyn became blind all of a sudden. She looked neat and even wore light makeup. I always felt something was wrong.
But no matter what, I wouldn't donate my corneas.
I looked down, and my gaze fell on the crumpled B-ultrasound report in my hand.
From the day of our engagement, he had been demanding sex every day. Even if I had pain in my back pain and waist, he wouldn't let me go.
Finally, we had a child.
I was going to tell him today, but it seemed unnecessary now.
I made a phone call and scheduled an abortion surgery for tonight.
Coming to the guest room, I stared blankly at the room filled with baby products.
When Samuel's love for me was at its strongest, he spared no expense to build a baby room with a starry sky ceiling and a high-end wooden bed. He also bought me a range of baby care products.
He embraced me, and my nostrils were filled with the faint scent of his cologne.
"Clare, I will love our child with all my heart when it is born."
The past sweet words were gone just like fleeting clouds.
I drove to the hospital and signed the consent form myself.
The nurse asked if I had any family members present.
"After the operation, it is best for you to be accompanied by family members." She looked at me with reluctance in her eyes.
I kept deleting words on the screen, but I still told Samuel about the abortion.
I asked him to come and see the baby for the last time.