"I also said that if you don't love me anymore, or if you have another woman, you must tell me right away. I will take the initiative to withdraw and then go to a place you will never find in this life again."

Before I finished speaking, John directly covered my mouth with his hand.

"I remember everything, but I won't let this happen and I won't let you leave me. In this life, you will only be the wife of my Lagerfeld Family."

I turned my face away, no longer looking at him, but looking at the flock of birds flying freely outside the window. It was John who forced me to get to this point. I gave him chances again and again, but he didn't know how to cherish them.

"I want to go home, I don't want to stay in the hospital anymore."

***

In the evening, John arranged a car to take me back to the villa on the hillside. Through the French window, I clearly saw that Jessica moved in next door with her luggage.

At dinner, John asked the nanny to cook a lot of my favorite dishes. The food in the bowl was piled up like a mountain, but I had no appetite at all.

John put down his chopsticks and looked at me worriedly. "What's wrong, Monica? Is it not to your taste? Otherwise, I'll ask the cook to make it again."

I sneered and looked at John who pretended to be indifferent. "If I suddenly disappeared one day, would you look for me all over the world?"

John pursed his lips. "Why? Am I not good enough for you? If there is something I didn't do well, tell me, but can you please don't scare me with such words? You know, I can't live without you."

I shook my head helplessly. How could he not live? Without my obstruction, he and Jessica would only live better.

As soon as he finished speaking, John's phone suddenly rang in his clothes. He took it out slowly. When he saw the note, he suddenly panicked and walked directly to the living room.

When he came back after answering the phone, he told me shyly. "Monica, I won't accompany you for dinner. The company suddenly has an emergency meeting that requires me to attend. Maybe I won't come back at night."

I didn't respond, but just stared at his lying eyes silently.

At night, I looked through the video sent by Jessica over and over again and the pillow was instantly soaked. I didn’t know how many times I had been sad because of John's cheating, but I told myself that this must be the last time I feel unworthy for him.